It hurts, but still,
It doesn't really matters, (:i didn't know how to open up to you,
and so i kept it inside,
i felt stuffy so i guess i should let it out here,
i know i was playing basketball,
and baby, i don't feel good leaving you there alone,
but you told me it's alright,
and you wanted to call him to accompany you,
i felt so wrong,
i was jealous,
but i hid it with a smile,
i felt so inferior to him whenever you talked about him,
maybe because he treats you better,
i remember you told me how close you both were,
you both were close to the extend,
when you all sit together,
your arms would feel each other,
i couldn't focus when playing today,
i was in a daze,
my body was on court,
but my brain wasn't,
and i felt such a burden on court,
baby, i couldn't express it out to you,
so whenever you ask me not to be jealous,
i would just fake a smile and tell yo,
"i am not, i am okay"
sorry, baby.
i cared for you,
i loved you,
so i got jealous.
i was very down today,
especially when i was playing ball at canberra park,
i kept thinking about you,
wondering what you were doing,
wether you are alright,
i'm sad..
i didn't told you i wasn't alright
when i texted you after my ball game,
as you wasn't feeling good too,
so i didn't want to add up to your burdens,
sorry..
anyway baby,
thanks for treating me well,
you made me feel loved,
thanks for spending quality time with me
and also giving me space to go out with friends etc.
(:
thanks for always sneaking out too,
haha.
you are such a silly girl indeed.
stop thinking about negative stuff k ?
it does not matter what you look like,
what you are,
baby i just love Maxine Tan. (:
well, that's all.
i hope you read this post dedicated to you,
with love, Marcus Chew (:
a smile covers my sorrowness
Marcus Rose(: [AS SHOWN ABOVE]{#09}